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My intention this past year was to read at least 52 books, half the number from the previous year. I completed 85. That being said, I am aiming for 104 again. It isn’t the number that matters so much as prioritizing the practice of reading. The higher number makes a difference.

Here is the complete list that includes my reviews. Apologies for the formatting. I had a heck of a time copying and pasting from my master list in Notes.

I have also included a top 9 list at the end, books that shifted something in me and that will stay with me for a long time. I cannot say I only read for pleasure. I also read to learn, to listen to different voices and experiences, particularly when it comes to world events and social issues. The least I can do from my comfy armchair, is to bear some kind of third party witness, paltry as it may seem. It is not always a comfortable experience but it has made me feel that I am contributing in a very small way.

Whatever your reading intentions are for the upcoming year, I wish you all a healthy year with a clear view of what matters to you.

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1. Ru — Kim Thúy ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Re-read after many years for bookclub, in French, then twice in English. The story is told through a series of beautifully written vignettes. Somewhere in between the readings, i saw movie version starring the brilliant Chloé Djandji. I recommend both the book and the movie.

2. A Crooked Tree — Una Mannion ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’m so happy to have discovered this author. I read this book in 24 hours. It was a beautifully written coming of age story about grief, anger and family secrets. Reads like a thriller; I couldn’t put it down and was sad when I finished it. The author recently released her second book. Something to look forward to.

3. Monica — Daniel Clowes ❤️❤️❤️ A graphic novel that got rave reviews. The art was impressive but I had a difficult time with the story board, a mother-daughter relationship with twists and turns, divided into nine interconnected short stories, a couple of which take a bizarre twist. Overall, I recommend it but perhaps not as a first attempt at reading graphic novels.

4. The River Thieves — Michael Crummy ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Set in Newfoundland at the turn of the 19th century, the story features a cast of well-developed characters with a backdrop of devastation as the colonial settlers wrecked havoc on the aboriginal inhabitants of the area (the Beothuk) in the form of exploitation of their land and resources, the transmission of deadly diseases and the pure arrogance of white superirority as they attempted to make contact by force. The end result was the tragic extinction of the Beothuk. It is my introduction to this author and I will read him again.

5. The Vulnerables — Sigrid Nunez ❤️👍 I’ve been meaning to read this author for a while. Unfortunately, I was post cataract surgery when I read this book and quite motion sick switching back and forth to pharmacy reading glasses. As such, I had a hard time following the story line and keeping track of characters and their interrelationships. I bought the book because of the parrot on the cover, brilliantly named Eureka. There were some stellar bits of writing in the book as well. So don’t go by my tepid rating.

6. Black Boys Like Me — Matthew R. Morris ❤️❤️❤️ An important series of essays on race, identity and belonging written by an educator and anti-racism advocate born to a white mother and an immigrant father from Jamaica. The writing is an introspective and unflinchingly honest account of the author’s journey to authenticity as a racialized man.

7. The Thickness of Ice — Gerard Beirne ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Full disclosure: I received an ARC (advanced reading copy) of this book from the publishing company Baraka Books in return for a brief review. I loved the book and would read this author again. The story is set in Churchill, Manitoba, a town on the edge of the arctic. The narrative is replete with gorgeous and dreamy descriptions of polar bear sightings, beluga whales, northern lights and the sounds of cracking ice, woven in and out of the story line. The author is adept at describing the frigid, sometimes terrifyingly unpredictable climate of the region, emphasizing its remoteness and the loneliness of many of its inhabitants. The book begins with a confession by the protagonist, Wade Sinclair, who feels responsible for the death of his friend, Jack, decades earlier, over a woman they both loved named Tess. This act has haunted Wade ever since and kept him isolated from the world, that is until he meets a woman named Esther. They fall in love and soon after they move in together, Esther begins to investigate what happened to Jack. The story unfolds like a mystery from this point on, tension and suspense propelling us forward to its resolution: the truth about Jack’s death. All the while, Wade continues to measure the thickness of the ice, the same ice that Jack fell through.

8. Stories I Might Regret Telling You (A Memoir) — Martha Wainwright ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Audiobook version. I was already a huge fan of Martha’s music so listening to her narrate her own memoir so honestly and openly was an absolute treat. If I have any criticism of her writing it is that she is inordinately hard on herself, apologetic in her role as daughter, mother and wife. Many of us will recognize features of her perceived failings, albeit without the glamour of a being a musician. They are universal struggles after all, choosing and acting well to nurture, protect and love, even if at our own expense. I can only hope that writing this memoir was healing for her.

9. A History of Burning — Janika Oza ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I heard about this book from a friend who was volunteering at the Vancouver Literary Festival this past fall and heard the author speak on a couple of panels. It’s a sweeping generational saga that spans about a hundred years, from 1898 to 1992 and is set in India (pre-Partition and post), Kenya, Uganda, the UK and Canada. It begins in 1898 when thirteen year old Pirbhai is tricked into an indentured contract working on the East African Railway for the British and covers the end of British colonial rule in Uganda and the eventual expulsion of South Asians during the dictatorship of Idi Amin. It is a story of resilience, resistance and courage and covers important topics such as racism not only of whites towards people of colour but South Asians towards blacks. My son is actually reading this book for one of his Liberal Arts courses which is kind of cool as it is rare we read the same material these days.

10. The Marriage Portrait — Maggie O’Farrell ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I loved Hamnet and I am, I am, I am by this author and this story, set in the 1500s did not disappoint either. On one hand I was riveted, on the other I was appalled by the patriarchy of the time (that persists today), not to mention the absence of any kind of agency if you happened to be born female.

11. Coming to Find You — Jane Corrie ❤️👍👍 I read this thriller fairly quickly that has two alternating storylines, both set in Devon, UK. The first us the story of protagonist, Nancy, whose mother and step-father were murdered by her creepy step-brother, Martin. Martin was tried and found guilty of murder but remains obsessed by Nancy. The other story that threads through the present is set during World War 2 and tells the tale of Elizabeth Montague, owner of Tall Chimneys, and best friend to Nancy’s grandmother. The house is passed down to Nancy’s grandmother and mother and now provides a haven for Nancy from intense media scrutiny following the trial. The writing is okay but i found much of the plot and many of the characters to be contrived and over the top caricature-like.

12. The Red House Mystery — A.A. Milne 👍👍 Yes, the author is the same who wrote Winnie the Pooh. I can only describe this as a jolly, locked door murder mystery. I don’t know if it was because I had covid while reading this or that I was recovering from a second surgery to my reading eye, but I found the dialogue completely irritating. Just say what you really mean, Tony (the amateur detective) and don’t hide the facts from your best bud, Bill, who you nicknamed Watson, sending him on wild goose chases then taking full credit for solving the case as poor Bill splutters his congratulations.

13. Shut Up You’re Pretty (stories) — Téa Mutonji ❤️👍👍 I picked up this book as it is a finalist for this year’s Canada Reads competition beginning next week. Rather than call this stories, i would say they are a series of related chapters featuring Congolese immigrant, Loli, beginning when she first arrives in Canada as a child and continuing through to her emerging adulthood. The book touches on many themes poverty, racism, identity, mental health, femininity and sexuality. Not an easy read at times. It will be interesting to hear this book defended during the competition.

14. The Book of Boundaries — Melissa Urban ❤️❤️ I’m sure why I picked up this book but overall it was helpful. The important message is that in setting boundaries, you only have control over your own behaviour, not others. That should be a given, but I think we can all do better in communicating our needs when it comes to protecting our time and energy. I picked up some tips and the book will be useful as a reference for situations that may pop up.

15. Grief Is for People — Sloane Crosley ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ A beautiful and unflinching reflection on grief. If you’ve ever lost a friend, suddenly and/or tragically, you will find common ground in this memoir and it will help you articulate that loss in a way that is both cathartic and healing.

16. The Future — Catherine Leroux ❤️❤️❤️ Another Canada Reads 2024 selection. A dystopian novel presenting an alternate history of Detroit, one where it is never surrendered by the French. My favourite part of the book is the first section, told from the perspective of Gloria, a stranger to Detroit, who arrives in the city after the murder of her daughter Judith. Gloria is searching for answers as well as her missing granddaughters, befriending key neighbours along the way. The story then segues to a society of orphaned children, living in the woods of Parc Rouge. It was at this point that my eyes started to glaze over: too many nicknames, kid-speak and slang words/expressions to keep track of. Eventually the orphaned children and adults merge, sharing the necessary resources and skills required to problem solve. I had a hard time picking up the thread of the story again but overall, the writing was good and I appreciated the themes of community and resilience.

17. Denison Avenue — Christina Wong ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Yet another Canada Reads selection. I loved this story and will be rooting for it during the competition. The story is told through words and ink artwork that share the same binding but are back to back, each accessed by flipping the book 180 bottom over top. The setting is Toronto’s Chinatown Kensington Market and follows Wong Cho Sum, an elder who tragically loses her husband to a hit and run. As she tries to cope with her grief, she must navigate all sorts of challenges: financial difficulty, racism, language barrier, loneliness, and the changing demography of her neighbourhood. The format of the text is artsy and fun and adds to the textures/layers of the story.

18. Morel — Maxime Raymond Bock ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I received this book as an advanced reader’s copy from local publisher Baraka Books. I loved this story set in Montreal and featuring protagonist Jean-Claude Morel, a construction worker, born during the Great Depression, who has worked on such iconic infrastructure as the underground metro tunnels, highways, and man-made islands in the St. Lawrence (example: Île Notre-Dame for Expo 67). The character of Morel is gruff and unapologetic yet written with such underlying tenderness I couldn’t help but think fondly and with new respect of the labourers who built this city. I have known men like Morel who sustained sometimes debilitating injuries under working conditions that would no longer be acceptable according to more recent work safety regulations. The story is set in an area of Montreal I had little knowledge of, neighbourhoods such as le Faubourg à m’lasse, named for the sweet smell of molasses coming from massive metal barrels near the Molson Brewery and the Canadian Rubber Plant. The neighbourhood was razed in 1963 to make way for La Maison Radio Canada. Themes include poverty, expropriation, history of Montreal and its infrastructure, social issues, French Canadian culture. A great read, especially if you live here. I highly recommend it.

19. By Grand Central Station, I Sat Down and Wept — Elizabeth Smart ❤️❤️❤️ This book was referenced in the book Grief is for People (see #15 above). “I am possessed by love and have no options.” In gorgeous, poetic prose, Elizabeth Smart outlines her obsessive love for poet George Barker after coming across his work in a London bookshop. Though he never left his wife, their love affair produced four children. In fact, he bore children with at least four different women for a total of fifteen! If I am quite honest, in spite of the beautiful writing, reading the book made me feel very sorry for Elizabeth Smart and George Barker’s long-suffering wife.

20. So Late In the Day — Claire Keegan ❤️❤️ ❤️ I am a big fan of Claire Keegan and had read all her works up until now. I must admit to feeling a little ripped off with this latest collection of short stories, three to be exact, as I had already read the middle one from a previous collection, The Long and Painful Death, featured in Walk the Blue Fields. My husband read So Late in the Day in a previous issue of the New Yorker but it was new for me. I hope we won’t have to wait too long for more works from this Irish writer.

21. Here After — Amy Lin ❤️❤️❤️A memoir about grief written segmentally, almost in a stream of consciousness format. The author loses her husband suddenly, senselessly and tragically. How can life continue for her from this point on?

22. Your Absence is Darkness — Jón Kalyan Stefánsson ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Translated from Icelandic, this beautifully written epic family saga is a microcosm of tender love stories spanning several generations. I recommend readers refer to the list of characters at the end of the book, something that would have helped me keep track of the time line and Icelandic names a little better. The musical references, or what the author refers to as Death’s Playlist, is a treat and are also listed at the end of the book.

23. When Words Are Not Enough (Creative Responses to Grief) — Jane Harrison & Jimmy Edmonds ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I read this book for inspiration, looking for a way to express my grief through photography after my father’s death, while participating in a photography workshop with the theme: Absence/Presence, run by local photographer, Linda Rutenberg. Grief is an active process, hard work and an expression of love for the person we are missing. The book was helpful and validating: the sharing of very personal stories of loss and the expression of that loss. Particularly pertinent for those who have lost a child suddenly and tragically. The couple have also produced some beautiful documentaries on the subject.

24. Dear Haider — Lili Zeng ❤️👍👍 I received this book as an advance reading copy from local publisher: Baraka Books. I was excited to read it because the author who was born in Guangzhoo, China, moved to Montreal as a child and holds a PhD in biophysics from McGill Univeristy, my alma mater. The story covers a lot of themes including identity, cultural clashes in a mixed race couple, parental pressure and expectations, young love, mental health and racism. Whereas I enjoyed the story, I would probably file it under « young adult ». There were some passages that made me cringe, like when main character Liz who is East Asian is repelled by her new boyfriend Haider’s stretch marks and darker skin the first time they are naked together. Haider is South Asian and Muslim. The ending was a bit extreme too with Liz undergoing a complete mental health break-down. Although there were signs of her unravelling throughout the book, her psychotic break is conveniently crammed into the last few pages. I do appreciate the author tackling some difficult topics. Not easy to write about. A good friend has two young daughters studying physics. I think I will pass the book onto them and see what they think.

25. The Cat Looked Back — Louise Carson ❤️❤️👍 I bumped into the local author at Chapters this past weekend and decided to splurge on this cozy mystery set in the village of Lovering along Lake of Two Mountains. I was drawn to protagonist Prudence Crick, possibly because she is about my age and likes baking, cats and helping people. The story goes really well with a good cup of coffee and scone. I finished it in a day and recommend it if you are looking for a light read.

26. Death and the Penguin — Andrey Kurkov ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I read this book, a brilliant satire, for our Mariposa Cafe bookclub. It is set in Kyiv sometime in the 1990s, after the fall of the Soviet Union. Life is pretty bleak in the Ukraine during that time, a matter of survival really, as criminal gangs and the mafia run rampant. The story unfolds from the perspective of protagonist Viktor, a short story writer who finally gets a break when he gets hired by a local newspaper as an obituarist, the twist being that he writes the obituaries of important people before they die. Viktor has a penguin named Misha who provides comic relief but we soon realize that the penguin is a reflection of Viktor’s state of mind. A very good read. I am in search of the sequel, Penguin Lost, if anyone has a lead.

27. The Three-Body Solution — Cixin Liu (translated by Ken Liu) ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’ve had this book unread on my shelves for a couple of years and was prompted to read it because it had been adapted to a new Netflix series that is getting great reviews and I hate reading books after they have been adapted. The book is hardcore, science fiction at its most brilliant and as such it will help if you have a basic knowledge of physics though not necessary. One of the things I love the most about good science fiction writing is its oversight of the human race: not only our great potential for scientific advancement, imagination and wonder but also our propensity to self destruct. As to the latter point, you have only to look at the state of the environment with global warming, the struggle to assert basic human rights even in the West, and the utter insanity of people going hungry, children starving, in stark contrast to the abundance so many of us know.

28. Bury the Lead — Kate Hilton and Elizabeth Renzetti ❤️❤️👍 A decent cozy murder mystery (you’ll drink lots of tea and eat lots of scones) set in a small town with a strong female protagonist, journalist Cat Conway, and lots and lots of theatre drama.

29. The Husbands — Holly Gramazio ❤️❤️❤️ A fun read but I think I would have enjoyed it more a few of decades aga when I was in the process of settling down. It starts off when main character Lauren is greeted by her husband Michael when she comes home from a hen party. The only problem is, she’s not married. She soon realizes that her attic is some kind of time-space portal and husbands can be switched out by simply asking them to investigate an imaginary noise or fetch a stored item. The results are at times hilarious, other times frightening.

30. Martyr! a novel — Kaveh Akbar ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ This book has received a lot of praise since it was published and rightly so. It is simply a brilliant read. It is the story of an Iranian born man, Cyrus Shams, a recovered addict and alcoholic, and his search for the meaning of life and a meaningful death. I am at a loss at how to describe it so I will borrow the words of author Lauren Groff : « The best novel you'll ever read about the joy of language, addiction, displacement, martyrdom, belonging, homesickness. » Available only hardcover, large print paperback or ebook.

31. Knife — Salman Rushdie ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’ve never read anything by this author before. I have Midnight’s Children waiting in the wings, a must read because it is about India’s Partition in 1947, but a friend mentioned magical realism, my least favourite genre, and it put me off. This book of meditations follows an attack on the author’s life in August 2022 by a young man who accused the author of being disingenuous as his reasoning. It was the title of the book that compelled me to buy it. The author lost an eye during the attack. When I had my retina detachment in November 2022, I was told there was a stabbing case ahead of me on the wait list for emergency surgery. I remember trying to imagine what it must be like to be stabbed in the eye (I couldn’t really) and told you had to wait for surgery to salvage what may or may not be left of your vision. I’m pretty sure that person was in the recovery room with me after my surgery though I was positioned on my stomach and unable to see. The book is very moving: the writing reflective and honest. I recommend it. I will tackle Midnight’s Children soon.

32. Penguin Lost — Andrey Kurkov ❤️❤️❤️❤️ A magically realistic sequel to Death and the Penguin (see review # 26 above). The author explains that he wrote this book in response to the outcry of readers left dissatisfied over the uncertainty of what happened to Misha the penguin in the first book. In Penguin Lost, protagonist Viktor does whatever it takes to atone for leaving Misha behind when he escaped to Antarctica, including a brutal detour to war-torn Chechnya.

33. Interesting Facts About Space — Emily Austin ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I loved the author’s previous book: Everyone in this Room Will One Day Be Dead. This one is as delightful about an neuro-atypical, lesbian named Enid who works for the Space Agency and is obsessed with space trivia and who happens to have a phobia about bald men. Kind of tragi-comic with laugh out loud moments and the best part: a happy ending. I loved it.

34. The Ministry of Time — Kaliane Bradley ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I absolutely loved this book, so much so I didn’t want to finish it. The writing, the characters, the premise or rather the possibility of time travel, all of it brilliant. There were moments of great tenderness that reminded me a little of another favourite book, Piranesi by Susanna Clarke. It also addresses the realities of being mixed race. Worth the splurge for the hard cover; it will open nicely on your lap. I can’t wait for more from this author.

35. Death Valley — Melissa Broder ❤️❤️👍I liked this book and could even relate to parts of it, like the protagonist’s anticipatory grief in facing her father’s medical crisis, but I didn’t love it. At the back of mind was a flashing neon sign saying « magical realism », my least favourite genre. Rather, the book discussion at the end of the story describes it as a fabulist tale. It involves a mystical succulent. The writing is very good though not as funny as the reviews make it out to be. I’m hoping our bookclub discussion will give me a new perspective.

36. Lifeline, an Elegy — Stephanie Kain ❤️❤️❤️❤️ A devastatingly beautiful and poignant account, written in prose and poetry, of the love between the author and a woman with suicidal depression.

37. Whale Fall - Elizabeth O’Connor ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ A gorgeously written story set on a fictional island off the coast of Wales shortly before World War Two. Reminded me a lot of The Unseen by Roy Jacobson. The descriptions of the landscape and surrounding sea and the hardships of the Welsh-speaking inhabitants cover all the senses viscerally to the extent that you feel part of the story. It is somewhat a coming of age story as protagonist Manod yearns for a future on the mainland and this desire is exploited by a couple of English ethnographers who arrive to study island culture. In the background, the body of dead whale that has washed on the shore decomposes.

38. I Hope This Finds You Well — Nathalie Sue ❤️❤️👍 A light read about office drama, romance, bullying and mental health. I enjoyed it, a nice break from the heavy stuff and several laugh-out-loud moments. If you have have any ethnicity in your family circle, you will recognized the references to meddling aunties, food pushers and the etiquette of one-upping, politely of course, in certain cultures.

39. One Perfect Couple — Ruth Ware ❤️❤️❤️👍 Love Ruth Ware and her latest thriller did not disappoint. I couldn’t put it down. Read it right through a plumbing emergency!

40. Cluny Brown — Margaret Sharp ❤️❤️👍Protagonist Cluny Brown is an English parlour maid who attracts attention through her zest for life and agency during a time (World War Two) when women of her class and social standing were expected to know their place.

41. Her First Palestinian — Saeed Teebi ❤️❤️❤️ A collection of short stories depicting the Palestinian diasporic/immigrant experience. This book has been in my to-read pile for a couple of years and it seemed timely to pick it up now. The author is a writer and lawyer from Toronto.

42. A Million Kites : Testimonies and Poems from the Children of Gaza 2023-2024 — Compiled, translated and edited by Leila Boukarim. Designed and illustrated by Asaf Luzon 💔💔💔💔 Utterly and completely heartbreaking. I cried. As one child says about life in Gaza: « It fell from my hands. »

43. Splinters — Leslie Jamieson ❤️❤️❤️❤️ A beautifully written memoir about love and loss, sobriety and motherhood. While I could not necessarily relate to much of it, the writing kept me thoroughly engaged and stayed with me long after I finished the book.

44. Blaze Me a Sun — Christoffer Carlsson ❤️❤️❤️👍 A Swedish crime novel with well-developed characters and a serial killer on the loose. After a slow start that wasn’t a reflection of the story but due rather to life interrupted, I could not put down the book for the last 200 pages. I would definitely read this author again.

45. Victory Parade — Leela Corman ❤️❤️❤️❤️ A graphic novel set during World War ll in Brooklyn, New York, and the newly liberated Buchenwald concentration camp. The blurb on the back cover says “Victory Parade paints a deeply affecting portrait of how individuals and civilizations process mass trauma.” Reminded me of the masterpiece Maus by Art Speigelman. It’s pricey but worth it if you are a fan of this format of storytelling.

46. Hollow Bamboo — William Ping ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I picked up this book after hearing the author interviewed by CBC. Interviews do sell books! The story is about the author’s grandfather, William Seto Ping, who is sent to Newfoundland from China in 1931 to take over his Uncle’s laundry business so that the latter can travel back to China to see his mother. William Ping does not want to do this, he has a wife and son and is a respected teacher in his village. He is promised that it will only be for a year and concedes. What follows is a harrowing journey by ship across the ocean, then a long journey by train across Canada where Ping and his fellow Chinese travellers are not allowed to disembark because of the Chinese Immigration Act or Chinese Exclusion Act of 1923 which banned Chinese Nationals from entering the country. Newfoundland is not a part of Canada at the time and Ping and other travellers finally arrive by boat to their destination. There is a head tax in place at the time, the sum of $300, which can never be paid back. Even more heartbreaking, Chinese women are not allowed into Newfoundland and so the men are forever cut off from their families. The author tells the story in the first person, using effective devices such as magical realism to revisit his grandfather’s past. The reading is uncomfortable at times, this country’s ugly legacy of racism a heavy presence. These men lived through unbearable hardships and loneliness to eventually establish roots in Canada. A documentary was made of William Seto Ping sometime in the 90s (see link below). I highly recommend it. The author says “the film was very helpful in understanding specifically the cadence and pace of his (grandfather’s) voice.” The Last Chinese Laundry - Chinese Community in Newfoundland - Memorial University DAI

47. Proust au gym — Anthony Lacroix ❤️❤️❤️❤️ J’ai acheté ce petit livre pour mon fils. Il l’a terminé en une journée et me l’a passé. Je l’ai adoré! Anthony Lacroix est un écrivain, libriare et éditeur installé à Rimouski, au Québec. « mon nom est Anthony Lacroix / je mesure cinq pieds un / j’habite une ville de quarante mille habitants / dans le Bas-Saint-Laurent / je rédige une maîtrise en géocritique / au département des lettres / à l’Université du Québec à Rimouski / j’ai un déficit d’attention avec hyperactivité / et la couleur de mes yeux change / selon leur exposition au soleil // à vingt ans / je voulais lire tout Proust / et avoir des abdos découpés / avant de mourir jeune / maintenant / je veux juste perdre vingt livres / avant de terminer mon mémoire / sur un sujet de recherche / qui n’intéresse personne // ??À la recherche du temps perdu en livre audio / c’est cent vingt-huit heures et six minutes d’écoute / c’est plus de cent séances de gym // si je m’entraîne quatre séances d’une heure / par semaine / je devrais terminer l’écoute en même temps / que la fin de la session d’hiver / je devrais faire mon dépôt initial à l’exact moment où / le lecteur dit la dernière phrase du Temps retrouvé / ça c’est si je rédige tous les jours / ça c’est si je ne prends aucune pause dans mon entraînement »

48. The Uptown Local — Cory Leadbeater ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Cory Leadbeater was Joan Didion’s assistant for nine years until Joan’s death in December, 2023. Some may be disappointed that there is no juicy gossip about Didion in this memoir, just reverence and respect, and the author’s own story of struggle, loss, alcohol dependency and mental health. I really enjoyed the writing style and talk of Joan made me long to read her final book of essays that has been sitting on my bookshelf since it was first published. I was simply too sad to read it at the time.

49. A Day in the Life of Abed Salama — Anatomy of a Jerusalem Tragedy — Nathan Thrall ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Winner of the 2024 Pulitzer Prize for general non-fiction. Several literary sources recommended this book including Literary Hub and Jewish Currents. I picked up a copy last week and deliberately kept it handy rather than place it in the queue of my to read pile. It is described as : « A finely reported and intimate account of life under Israeli occupation of the West Bank, told through a portrait of a Palestinian father whose five-year-old son dies in a fiery school bus crash when Israeli and Palestinian rescue teams are delayed by security regulations. » This book will break your heart in so many ways yet I am grateful it exists and that I read it. Nathan Thrall is a gifted and courageous writer. We need more story-tellers like him.

50. Strange Bewildering Time — Mark Abley ❤️❤️❤️👍 We read this memoir/travel journal for bookclub. It covers the author’s 1978 three month trek across the Hippie Trail: Turkey, Iran, Pakistan, India and Nepal. Travelling without a camera, he used his notebooks to record key moments in great detail, something I appreciated as it brought back memories of my trip to India and Nepal in 2001. I enjoyed the sections on Pakistan, India and Nepal the most, especially the descriptions of the people, my people if you will, as they were spot on and made me laugh out loud more than once.

51. Death in the Air — Ram Murali 👍👍 I had a hard time getting into this book. I didn’t find any of the characters likeable or believable for that matter. It’s never a good sign when I start start skimming pages or look longingly at my to-read pile as motivation for finishing my current book. As a result, i may have missed some clues that pointed to the murderer. It was partly set in India, but India for the jet-set only. Bollywood humdrum. Give me an Agatha Christie or cozy murder mystery any day over this.

52. James — Percival Everett ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I absolutely loved this book. One of the best stories I have read in a long time. It is essentially a reimagining of Adventures of Huckleberry Finn told from the perspective of the slave, Jim. If I could have, I would have read this in one sitting. The characters, the dialogue, the humour and the horror all kept me riveted. I am looking forward to reading more from this author.

53. Seeking Asylum — Toula Drimonis ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ We will be discussing the second book by local journalist and writer, Toula Drimonis, at our Mariposa bookclub on September 8th. The group is open to all. This book is well-researched and beautifully written, filled with compassion and empathy for the plight of migrants and those seeking asylum world-wide. Toula has written a book that informs, convincingly dispels myths about refugees and immigrants, and most importantly, is accessible to all. She is one of my favourite people, a true defender of marginalized groups here and abroad.

54. How to Read a Book — Monica Wood ❤️❤️❤️ I enjoyed this story about the importance of redemption, reading and community discussions of books, even in prisons. Parts of it were a little far fetched, sort of like a hallmark movie, but i was rooting for the characters anyway.

55. Jones — Neil Smith ❤️❤️❤️Written as auto fiction, this is the story of the special bond between siblings Abi and Eli and their individual and collective efforts to survive family dysfunction and inherited trauma. The writing was good but I struggled to get through the first 100 pages of this book. After that, it got easier even though the subject matter got darker. It is partially set in Montreal, specifically Verdun.

56. We All Want Impossible Things — Catherine Newman ❤️❤️❤️❤️ This is a story of two best friends, Edi and Ash, that has plenty of poignent and laugh out loud moments. The funny parts may seem strange because Edi is dying of ovarian cancer and is in hospice near Ash. Based on a true event, the writing is simply wonderful.

57. The Widow’s Guide to Dead Bastards — Jessica Waite ❤️❤️❤️ Yikes, this was a salacious read! A well-written true memoir of grief and betrayal. The author’s husband dies suddenly while working in the States and soon afterwords, she discovers some ugly truths about him: he had multiples affairs, was addicted to porn and had a drug-use problem. To make matters worse, he left her with a huge credit card debt. The story grapples with mental health, single motherhood, and life after the death of a spouse made all the more difficult by betrayal.

58. Queen of the Tiles — Hanna Alkat ❤️❤️❤️ A good read if you like Scrabble and are a bit of a word nerd. Set at a Scrabble competition in Kuala Lumpur, the story themes include young love, friendship, drama, some sleuthing and a whole lot of vocabulary.

59. The Wall Between (What Jews and Palestinians Don’t Want to Know about Each Other) — Raja G. Khouri & Jeffrey J. Wilkinson, PhD ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️A friend who married a Palestinian recommended this book around the same time I heard the authors interviewed on CBC. It was published shortly after October 7th, 2023 and the timing couldn’t be better, or worse, depending on your perception of the ongoing war in the Middle-East. The authors explain who should read this book: « This book is aimed at people who come from many different perspectives on the Israeli-Palestine struggle in North America. It is for you who care about this issue, no matter where you currently are on the subject, and are willing to challenge what you know, or what you think you know, about Jews and Palestinians, and the struggle as a whole. » The book challenges misconceptions about the Other, and asks the reader to consider shared values and the pursuit of justice while moving forward. Not an easy read but such an important one. I highly recommend this book.

60. How Can I Help You — Laura Sims ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️Brilliant book, reads like a long lost psychological thriller by Shirley Jackson, set in a library with two librarians in a cat and mouse chase tale that is gripping.

61. I’m Thinking of Ending Things — Iain Reid ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Another thriller that kept me at the edge of my seat as I was reading. The book examines the fragility of the psyche and the limitations of solitude. The last third of the book reminded me a bit of the intense experience of reading a Stephen King novel. I’ve read two other books by this author: his award-winning memoir and his most recent book, We Spread, and I enjoyed both.

62. Shredder Affair (poetry) — Rose Maloukis ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I am a fan of this local poet and visual artist having met her a handful of times at our local Mariposa Cafe. This chapbook is a collection of poems put together from what the writer acknowledges was meant to be an art installation. It is a delightful read, a salve for the pointy corners of my limited and linear brain. Get your copy by ordering here: Home | Cactus Press.

63. Là où je me terre — Caroline Dawson ❤️❤️❤️❤️ A coming of age memoir. The author was seven years old when her family fled the regime of dictator Pinochet. They left on Christmas Eve 1986 and landed in Montreal on Christmas, seeking asylum with others on the plane. Beautifully written, the author explores themes of immigration, identity, racism, poverty and resilience. Sadly, the author died of bone cancer in May of this year at the age of 45. The book is also available in English As the Andes Disappeared, translated by Anita Anand.

64. The Innocents — Michael Crummy ❤️❤️❤️❤️ This is the second book I have read by this author and I have another two of his books lined up. The writing is simply gorgeous, the period dialogue a testament to the author’s research and knowledge of the history of Newfoundland.

65. The Adversary — Michael Crummy ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I heard somewhere that his book was a response to The Innocents. Certainly some of the characters overlap and if they are not featured in this story, they are referred to. For example, there is a ship called The Hope that brings vital supplies to the outpost setting in The Innocents and in this book, we get to know that place the ship sails from. The language is salty and delicious to read and even if you aren’t sure what the put-together words mean, you get the gist of it. The characters are unforgettable, a riot really, living in a place that is at the mercy of the elements. Lots of local ruffians/scallywags, romantic figures and of course, the power-hungry jostling for position and holdings.

66. Never Lie — Frieda McFadden ❤️❤️👍 A thriller with all the ingredients that make it hard to put down. Lots of suspense, twists and turns and creepy-house elements. I read it in a morning. And so many villains! Hard to pick a character I liked. Would make a great vacation read. I had to miss my workplace bookclub discussion on this story but decided to read along anyway.

67. The Wedding — Gurjinder Basran ❤️👍👍 I wanted to read this book, set in Vancouver and Surrey, BC, about an upcoming Sikh wedding, having missed out on much of my own heritage with my Sikh father essentially cutting himself off from his community by marrying my Welsh mother. I enjoyed the unique format of multiple narrators throughout the story but was disappointed overall by the evolution of the plot or lack thereof. Spoiler alert: the bride and groom have a lot of prenuptial doubts to the point of the bride being unfaithful and the Bollywood ending in spite of this simply didn’t ring true for me. There was at least one Indian Auntie trope and plenty of bitterness over mismatched arranged marriages and immigrant hardships to make you question why this young couple would even bother. I’m hoping there are stories that show the South Asian community with a little more depth than this book does but maybe i am just out of the loop or need to lighten up a little.

68. The Life Impossible — Matt Haig ❤️👍 I was a little disappointed with latest Matt Haig novel. The best parts were the description of the Mediterranean island of Ibiza. The story was a little too magical for my tastes and I am a fan of fantasy stories. I found the characters mostly annoying.

69. Something Not Nothing ( A Story of Grief and Love) — Sarah Leavitt ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ A beautiful and deeply moving graphic novel that uses a series of vignettes, portraits, and script to honour the author’s partner of 22 years who died with medical assistance in 2020.

70. Recognizing the Stranger (On Palestine and Narrative) — Isabella Hammad ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ On September 28th, 2023, « award-winning author Isabella Hammad delivered the Edward W. Said Memorial Lecture at Columbia University … Profound and moving, Hammad writes from within the moment, shedding light on the Palestinian struggle for freedom. » From my comfortable armchair here in the West, I resist the memes and rhetoric that paint all Palestinians as terrorists and human animals. I determine to learn about the Palestinian narrative, which belongs to them and them alone, by reading their literature, poetry and by listening to their testimonials. « The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference. The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference. And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference. » ― Elie Wiesel. Some quotes from this small book: « To realise you have been wrong about something is, I believe, is to experience the otherness of the world coming at you. It is to be thrown off-centre. » « What in fiction is enjoyable and beautiful is often terrifying in real life. » « Ten thousand dead children is not self-defence. »

71. The Night We Lost Him — Laura Dave ❤️❤️👍 I didn’t enjoy this book as much as The Last Thing He Told Me by the same author and regret splurging for the hardcover. That being said, it was a good story about a very successful hotel magnate, Liam Noone, who dies by falling over the cliffs upon which his house is perched on the California coast. The fall has been deemed accidental by the authorities but his children, at least two out three of them, insist on proving it was foul play and proceed with their own investigation. To be honest, I found some of the plot and characters to be unconvincing and the ending a little disappointing.

72. All Our Ordinary Stories — Teresa Wong ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I loved this graphic novel which is the author’s attempt at trying to understand her Chinese heritage by piecing together her parents’ stories: who they were before they immigrated, their respective journeys to Canada, the nuances of what is said and not said through the complexity of the Chinese language, in this case Cantonese.

73. Lock Every Door — Riley Sager ❤️❤️❤️This author is always good for a quick thriller. This one was pretty good, lots of atmosphere in the setting: a vintage apartment building with a dark and tortured history, but it doesn’t light a candle to The Shining.

74. The Wood at Midwinter - ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I am a big fan of Susanna Clarke after reading Piranesi. This slim book is actually a short story, inspired by another story: The House of Asperion by Jorge Luis Borges. The book is replete with gorgeous illustrations. Would make a lovely Christmas present for a book lover.

75. Old God’s Time — Sebastian Barry ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ There is something about Irish writers I love, the use of the English language in a way that is distinctly unique and gorgeous. This book was no different. Beautiful and haunting, it explores love, memory and grief. The development of the character of protagonist Tom Kettle, a retired policeman who has experienced multiple, devastating losses, is so profound it will stay with you for a long time after putting the book down.

76. Blue Hour — Paula Hawkins ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I love anything written by this author to the point that I never wait for the paperback version. Atmospheric and suspenseful and always broody, descriptive characters.

77. Christmas on the Island — Jenny Colgan ❤️👍👍 A fun, light read set on the gorgeous but bleak fictional Island of Mure, between Scotland and Norway. I read this for my work bookclub. A romance, with some interesting twists, it would make a great hallmark Christmas movie. Loved the cafe scenes and recipes at the back of the book. The 3rd of four books in this series.

78. What I Know About You — Eric Chacour ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I read this for our Mariposa Bookclub and really enjoyed it, not to mention the fantastic discussion that ensued. The author is francophone from Montreal of Egyptian descent and the copy I read was a recent English translation from its original French. The French version is award-winning and the English version has been nominated for other awards. The story covers the period of the 1960s to about 2000 and is set in both Cairo and Montreal and follows a Levantine Christian family. Themes include family traditions/obligations and secrets and forbidden love. Written in the second person to start with, the narrator is revealed a little more than halfway through the book, adding a neat twist to the story.

79. No One Gets to Fall Apart — Sarah Labrie ❤️❤️❤️❤️ A brave, brilliant and haunting memoir about the generational trauma of mental illness.

80. Dog Days — Keum Suk Gendry-Kim ❤️❤️❤️❤️ This is a graphic novel by a multi-award winning writer and illustration from South Korea. It was translated by Janet Hong, a Vancouver writer and translator. The story is autofiction and recounts how the author and her partner bought a puppy, moved to the countryside, adopted two more dogs and slowly became aware of the horrors of the dog-meat industry. This book was published as a deliberate act of resistance to that industry. In January of 2024, thanks to public protests and the work of animal rights groups, the National Assembly banned the dog-meat industry.

81. Murder by Degrees - Ritu Mukurji ❤️❤️❤️ I enjoyed this murder mystery set in Philadelphia in 1875. It features a strong female protagonist, Dr. Lydia Weston, who teaches at the Women’s Medical College of Pennsylvania. The writing was good and the plot believable. I especially enjoyed the gross anatomy scenes that made me nostalgic for my dissection days. If she comes up with a sequel, i will read it.

82. Piglet (A Novel) — Lottie Hazell ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ I could not put this put book down and read it compulsively in a day. Piglet is a young woman from a modest background who is planning her upcoming wedding to fiance Kit who comes from money. Two weeks before the big day, Kit confesses a betrayal, the catalyst that leads to the collapse of Piglet’s carefully manicured veneer. The story brought back some painful memories for me: in 1995, I was dumped a couple of weeks before my wedding to what turned out to be a real scoundrel. Despite the humiliation and money lost on deposits, it was a very good thing.

83. I Am Homeless If This Is Not My Home — Lorrie Moore ❤️❤️❤️ I read this book based on many positive reviews and found myself wondering what all the fuss was about. It is a book about grief and mental illness. The story is not linear and jumps back and forth from a 19th century journal to present day. I didn’t understand the purpose of this to be honest and the continuous interruptions of holiday festivities while I was trying to read it didn’t help. The writing was excellent, mind you, and for that I gave it three hearts and urge you not to dismiss the book based on my reviews.

84. The Time of the Child — Niall Williams ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Niall Williams is one of my favourite authors and as such, I simply could not wait for the paperback copy of this book and splurged on the hardcover. This story is the third book by the author set in the fictional town of Faha, Ireland, a place where it rains all the time, and it is just as delightful as the two books though the timeline is different. It is a book about love: small love, big love and lost love. It is set against a backdrop of rain and village characters who will stay with you for a long time. Here is a taste of the author’s delightful character descriptions: “A large man with a flat face of few expressions, Jerome had a bishop’s rigour and a deliberate step. The parting of his hair was an articulation. His brown suit had the material for two; a greater wall of cloth, it dissolved his human lineaments and gave him an ex-officious look.” The dense writing is not for everyone, but if you delight in Irish authors and wordy, delicious descriptions, you will love this story.

85. Ghost Wall — Sarah Moss ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I’ve had this slim book on my to-read list forever and happened to see it on display at a local bookshop the other day. It was a brilliant read if not a disquieting one with tension building from start to finish. The protagonist Silvia, in her late teens, lives with her parents in the North of England. He father insists that they live off the land as did the ancient Britons during the Iron Age. A visiting group of anthropology students soon awakens Silvia to the possibility of a different kind of life, one of her choosing. Themes include gender roles, domestic abuse and control.

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List of favourites from 2024:

10. The Marriage Portrait — Maggie O’Farrell

18. Morel — Maxime Raymond Bock

34. The Ministry of Time — Kaliane Bradley

48. A Day in the Life of Abed Salama – Anatomy of a Jerusalem Tragedy — Nathan Thrall

52. James — Percival Everett

53. Seeking Asylum — Toula Drimonis

59. The Wall Between (What Jews and Palestinians Don’t Want to Know About Each Other) — Raja G. Khouri & Jeffrey J. Wilkenson, PhD

63. Là où je me terre — Caroline Dawson

84. The Time of the Child — Niall Williams